Back on the Horse
There's a state of mind that keeps you "trying to figure it out." And there's a state of mind that lets you finally get attention and cash in. We're getting you back to that.
Right now your brain is in overdrive: overanalyzing what everyone else is doing, overthinking every simple decision, expecting nothing and praying for something. From that place you make different decisions, say different words, and sabotage in the sneakiest way. This is where we put an end to all of it.
Not a fluffy "think differently!" training. The exact mental process I take myself through to get into the headspace that wins.